Every morning I prepare two or three bagel sandwiches for lunch that day. I get the bagels down from the top of the fridge, the mayonnaise, cheese, and meat out, and spread a paper towel down so I don't make a crumbly mess.

And everyday I make a smiley face with the squeezable mayo onto the bottom half of the bagel.

And everyday I want you to see it.

I was flipping through the channels today in a rare moment of TV watching and lucked upon a rerun of Scrubs. There were some moments that had me doing my 'movie theater laugh' that you say is so loud.

And I wanted you there to watch it and laugh with me.

And I miss you.

And I'm almost ready to be with you again. I feel it coming, like a healthy spring rainstorm that you can smell in the air, not four or five hours away.

I love you Puppy.